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and in closing... [09 Dec 2002|12:06am]

[ mood | relieved ]

[ music | "Goodbye to you" -Michelle Branch ]

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gosh could this survey be anymore correct! god i am the cutest person alive!!

on a more serious note, ive decided to make some changes in my life!

part 1: im chosing to be a different person. due to a bad sexual episode i had over the weekend i noticed how easily persuaded i am. it left me feeling very different and not in a good way!

part 2: my grandmotherjust died and it hasnt affected me. i dont understand that bcuz i deeply want to hurt for her so bad but i cant bcuz my heart wont let me. i hate myself for becoming this way and for not seeing it sooner.

part 3: and most importantly, ive decided to start hanging out with different people. now i want them to understand that it has nothing to do with them what-so-ever and its just me and my wayz. first of all id be surprised if they cared or even noticed if i stopped hanging out with them. i dont fit in with them. and i really should find my place soon.

i cant be friends wih ryan anymore as i have mentioned to some of you. it isnt fair to him and to me in some wayz. Ry, if you need/want to talk to me, you know my # otherwise we probably wont hear from eachother for quite a while.

now i dont want any of this to sound mean and im not trying to be a jerk, its just my nature to be blunt. if any of you guys have a problem with this and it really bothers you to the point where you need to talk to me, call or come over or whatever, but im sick and tired of putting forth the effort to have friends. a true friendship shouldnt be so hard to keep.

on my last note, i wont be writing in this journal anymore bcuz i dont really think you guys care or read it for that matter.

Love,
Sean

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EPIPHANY!!!! [28 Oct 2002|11:16pm]

for the longest time i felt bad about being who i was because of the fact that im not a deep spiritual person who ponders the meaning of why everyone is here doing what we do. but ive grown to the idea that not caring about that kind of stuff really doesnt matter! usually the people that do think about that stuff drive themselves crazy becuase there really is no other reason but one of why we are all here! of course y'all would laugh if i told you what i think it is so im gonna keep it to myself for now.

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ahhhhhhh! [27 Oct 2002|09:53pm]

well, this is my first entry in this live journal thing but i hope its what everyone says it is. right now, i am so confused in my life that i feel as though counting my hair as i pull it out would be better than actually facing reality. im going to use this to vent so much! ahhhhh! sorry!

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